I miss you
(I scratched my wrists until I couldn't think of you anymore,
but it never hurt as much
as losing you.)
I knew I was nothing to you,
but you were still such a huge piece of me.
You took my heart with you when you left,
now it's like you're playing God
to a world that doesn't exist.
Hold me close again,
I swear that I'm not hurting,
(being in denial has never hurt this much.)
(I miss you.)