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S c a r e d. ''What are you scared of?''
''You.''
''Why?''
''Because you're always the one to break my heart, over and over again.''

Toxic.I want you to feel my blood running in your veins
so we can finally be complete.

I want to live to see the day
where I see you in my pain
as you release nothing but a scream.

I know it's hurting you
but it's killing me.

Bright Star. It's getting late
as I'm trying to reach for the moon
so I can get to you.

I'm counting shooting stars
that I have wished on,
but I'd give all of my wishes away just to have you back.

If I could,
I'd color your heart
with bright colors
because you've always been an angel.

Misery. Misery at its best
is a beauty laid at rest.

b r o k e n. ''Your heart, baby girl.'' she said,
''I can hear it aching.''
''It's already broken.''

Happiness. Happiness-
a lot of people believe it has to do with smiling,
but I think it's more about
how you feel inside.

The warmth inside your heart
that makes you want to melt in pieces,
that you would kill for.

I have caught it.

Lost.She listens to sad songs
so that they can match her broken heart
in melody.

She cries herself to sleep every night,
not saying a word in between her tears.

It's been so long since she's smiled a real smile,
that she doesn't even know how happiness feels.

Nobody.Anyone can put on a mask on their face,
or paint on a smudged smile
full of bright colors.

so what if I don't care about being ''Miss Somebody?''
because nobody is my name.
Nobody.
Nobody.
Nobody.

foREVer. As I sing a broken song
with a broken melody,
your name runs through my blood
as your smile always leaves me breathless.

Even though your no longer here,
I can feel your presence at night
as I always say good night to you
before I lose consciousness.

You've made me fearless,
because you're always with me.

you're a fool. ''Can you own my heart, baby?''
''Of course. Your heart is mine.''

never grow up. Quite Frankly,
I need more of you in my life
because you make life more beautiful.

you're always too late.I'm fucking fine,
always have been,
always will be.

I've made up a beautiful little lie to wrap myself in,
in a pretend world where ''you'' never existed
so I could breathe again.

You say that you're sorry,
but baby doll,
(I know it's just a lie, so don't fucking bother wasting your breath.)

Secondhand Smiles. She tries to smile at me
and it breaks my heart.
Because I know it's just fake.

It's going to take more than a smile
to prove to me that you're okay, love.

Wanted.Wanted:

a boy with a broken smile and baby blue eyes
like the ocean
that will break your heart in pieces.

Wanted:

a boy who writes love poetry
who sings you a broken song
looking deep into your eyes
for a smile.

Wanted:
a boy who knows that I have boundaries,
but still likes to steal kisses
and hold me like there's no tomorrow.

Wanted:
a dream boy in a lonely world.

Fearless.I'm a singer because I love to sing my pain away in song.

I'm a lover because I'm the type of girl
who fusses over hugs and kisses
and loves to be held until midnight.

I'm beautiful because I know that I have flaws,
and I don't try and hide them.

I'm strong because I know what it's like to be hurt
and broken-hearted,
but we all deserve love.

I'm brave because I'm fearless.

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meet me halfway.You've always been a firm believer that everything has a time limit on it; friendships, days, memories, fights, love. everything,
so we might as well run into the ocean
and pretend that we've never felt a thing, because it's all going to end either way, right?
You were always such a huge piece of my heart,
and the truth is I don't know if I could ever take losing you.
I know you always said time in this lifetime is limited,
and that every minute counts (or can break you),
but even if I never see you again,
I still want to remember you.
I never want to go a day without you,
and it's killing me on the inside.
My whole head fe

scream, aim, fire.Okay
so maybe I don't remember what it's like to feel love
because my mind always plays survival of the fittest
in the most dangerous ways
to try and twist my heart
and make me paint the whole world black,
but that still doesn't mean
I've never felt pain.

I may hold on to my emotions
like a bulldozer
since I'm playing God in the tips of my fingers
because our world is like walking on fire,
but hell is nothing compared
to living without you.
(My heart was always weak,
you were just too blind.)

Okay
so maybe I'm desperate to see you smile again,
but that's only because your smile
was like one in a million.
(or

i'll have you know he's a starMy brother repeatedly would hide his scars on his arms
but he was convinced that his biggest scar was his heart
because he constantly felt broken.
(He always convinced himself that he was a monster,
but the secret is that he had a heart full of gold.)

I swore to myself
that I'd never cry around you
since you always made me feel like steel,
but the second I saw your limp body
I broke down until I could no longer breathe.
(I swear that my heart's been dead
ever since you've been gone.)

My father always said that when we are young
we aren't supposed to understand death
because we're all too addicted to drugs and alcohol,

my heart ran away.I never had a broken heart,
You were just blind.
(Don't lie to yourself, baby doll
your heart was always beautiful.)

Love may lay on your fingertips,
but my heart was always with you.
In these moments ''I love you''
is no longer enough.
(You make my heart fill with poison
whenever I saw scars on your wrist
since you said ''Scars are the new beautiful''
But you were just cheating death.
Broken hearts don't beat,
you were just blind.)

(You own my heart,
at least for the most part.)

All I wanted was you.I miss you

(I scratched my wrists until I couldn't think of you anymore,
but it never hurt as much
as losing you.)

I knew I was nothing to you,
but you were still such a huge piece of me.
You took my heart with you when you left,
now it's like you're playing God
to a world that doesn't exist.

Hold me close again,
I swear that I'm not hurting,
(being in denial has never hurt this much.)

(I miss you.)

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Hell.

by ~FallApartToHalftime, Apr 13, 2011, 6:55:49 PM
Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Urban & Spoken Word

_{I never believed in Hell,
Until you came along.

You launched a dark demon down my spine,
leaving me breathless
as your breath is on my skin.

_{I linger for your cold touch
as your bruises cover your skin
like trophies of failures.

My veins feel hot,
too hot as my heart beats under my aching chest
as your gaze makes me feel like collapsing.

You've always made me feel weak.}}

Hell.by ~FallApartToHalftime

Literature / Poetry / Family Life / Urban & Spoken Word

©2011-2013 ~FallApartToHalftime

_{You launch a demon deep into my soul. You always make my mind nothing but a demon, shouting thoughts at me that shouldn't be there. You've always make the dark side of me come lurking out of the shadows. Only you could ever make me feel so weak. Only you can ever bring the dark side of me out.}

~masvida Apr 23, 2011

whoa. intense.

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~FallApartToHalftime Apr 23, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

_{that's what i was going for. <3}

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~masvida Apr 23, 2011

And you succeeded. obviously

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~FallApartToHalftime Apr 23, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

_{well, thank you love.}

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~masvida Apr 23, 2011

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~masvida Apr 23, 2011

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!Teddiii Apr 14, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

Wow. I love this piece just because of how raw it is and how unforgiving you make this 'demon' sound. I especially loved the contradiction of it all in the very beginning.
I never believed in Hell, Until you came along

Magnificent piece

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~FallApartToHalftime Apr 14, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

_{thank you. <3}

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