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save the memories.''Don't sleep tonight, little angel.
Just hear my voice in your heart
and know that I'm with you tonight.''

It seems like only yesterday when I saw your face.
(I just want to call your name
but I know you'll never answer again.
It's so hard to say goodbye,
but I know you're not here.)

You were always the one who would look into my eyes
and make me believe in life again.
Now every single part of me aches,
because you're not here.

Sometimes I feel broken inside.
(You always taught me that distance means nothing,
but you were more of a part of me than you ever knew.)

i'll be your shining star.Last night I went outside
and counted stars in my head
as I dreamed of you.
You've never felt so close to me before,
it's like I could almost feel you next to me.

Feeling alive has never felt so right.

alive again.Papa always said, ''You're lost, baby girl.''
Whenever I went the opposite side of the street
once a nearby car blasted your voice.
But I was never lost,
because you were always my home.

give 'em hell.If life was meant to be beautiful
I'd give you hell every day
if you'd have your hair up
because I could always see the pain in your eyes
whenever you opened your eyes.
(You would always grab my hands and say, ''I'm okay,''
but I know it was just a lie.
You never were the type that liked attention.)

Whenever I saw scars on your arms
I knew what you've done to yourself.
A little part of me would die inside
because I hated seeing you broken.
(I would give you everything I had
to bring a spark back in your life again,
but you always turned me down.
You would always sing your life
like it was a broken song.)

You wou

how could you be so heartless?(I like to think I was worth something to you,
but I know I was nothing
other than another girl with a perfect soul to take.
I was just another person to fuck, right?
You never cared about me,
You just wanted to steal my heart.)

''I still love you, but it just got too hard to care in the end.''

''But what were you afraid of, angel?''

''You.''

All I wanted was you.I miss you

(I scratched my wrists until I couldn't think of you anymore,
but it never hurt as much
as losing you.)

I knew I was nothing to you,
but you were still such a huge piece of me.
You took my heart with you when you left,
now it's like you're playing God
to a world that doesn't exist.

Hold me close again,
I swear that I'm not hurting,
(being in denial has never hurt this much.)

(I miss you.)

together again.Whenever there was a fire pit
we would dance in fire
and burn in hell together.
(Nothing ever mattered to me
as long as I was with you.
It was no secret that you owned my heart.)

You always dreamed of dark things
that gave you nightmares every night.
You always said that nightmares were your best friend
because they inspired you
and made you into a monster.
(You must've stabbed yourself fifty times
in your dreams,
but whenever you woke up screaming
you would always be alive.)

(I must've told you
to believe in yourself fifty times.
I'll burn in hell with you
so we could be together again.)

pain is the new beautiful.You make me feel insane
every single time
you rise in my mind.
It's like you're playing God with your fingers,
but you've never looked so flawless.
(I would kill to have your talent,
it's like you kill my heart for a living.)

You make afterlife look like nothing but a lie.
I try to compromise with you
but I'm always stuck in your beauty.
(God gave you no faults,
you've never made life look so right.
It's like you're the new trend.)

You've always been so perfect
at being the demon in my head.
Pain is the new beautiful.

dancing dead.i. I find myself losing more and more pieces of my heart
ever since you've left.
It's like I'm only here to die
because I'll never survive without you.

ii. Your smile looks so wrong
whenever it's upside down
because you can't see the light in your eyes
that makes you look like a devil in disguise.
(It's like I'm stuck in an incomplete love song.)

You promised me that we would dance when we died
so we could float into afterlife,
but you never were the type to keep your promises.
(Now it's like I'm dancing dead
even though I'm alive.)

scream, scream, scream.She said, ''Tell me a lie.''

He said, ''Death doesn't hurt as long as you don't feel alive.''

(But she's been waiting for death
whenever her voice gave out
and her whole world went numb ever since you've left.
She's never felt so dead before,
all she ever wanted was a heart.)

''Why is your face so white?''
''Because I'm trying to convince myself that I was born a ghost.''

(She constantly smeared her mascara on purpose
because people always believed she was a monster,
but the truth is she had a heart of gold.
She always made a sad song a masterpiece
because music was always her heart.)

''If you could have anything, what woul

scream, aim, fire.Okay
so maybe I don't remember what it's like to feel love
because my mind always plays survival of the fittest
in the most dangerous ways
to try and twist my heart
and make me paint the whole world black,
but that still doesn't mean
I've never felt pain.

I may hold on to my emotions
like a bulldozer
since I'm playing God in the tips of my fingers
because our world is like walking on fire,
but hell is nothing compared
to living without you.
(My heart was always weak,
you were just too blind.)

Okay
so maybe I'm desperate to see you smile again,
but that's only because your smile
was like one in a million.
(or

I could be just like you.Everyone called me insane
because I had a different mind
that wasn't meant for the living.
(I would always pretend
like I'm dancing dead
because it made me feel more alive.
I never really did have a heartbeat,
you took my heart with you.)

(God gave you no faults,
you've never made life look so right.
It's like you're the new trend.)
You've always been so perfect
at being the demon in my head.

(You rip hearts out for a living,
you make ''forever'' seem like nothing but a lie.
But even demons can't save you.)

welcome to halloween town.The single worst mistake of my life
was giving you a silver needle.
I didn't know back then that would be the last time
I would actually see you alive.

Now it's like whenever I see you,
I can see right through you.
It's like you're my favorite ghost.

(And maybe our friendship to you meant nothing,
but it meant everything to me.
Sometimes I would convince myself
that you were my heart.
It's like you took my pride right with you
to your grave.)

You always were the dark type
who loved to read about death and ghosts.
I remember you always were the first person
to tell ghosts stories on Halloween,
because you just were

shooting star. You're afraid of a shooting star
because you feel like you don't deserve to make a wish,
but baby boy,
you deserve all of the shooting stars
in the world,
because you are one.

living in a dream.I was always sensitive,
one single word could have broke me,
but you always made me one step stronger.

You made me believe that there was light on the other side,
and then you left.
Things haven't been the same without you,
I'm still calling your name at night.

Whenever the wind whispers,
I swear that it has your voice.
I never want to live again.

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foREVer. As I sing a broken song
with a broken melody,
your name runs through my blood
as your smile always leaves me breathless.

Even though your no longer here,
I can feel your presence at night
as I always say good night to you
before I lose consciousness.

You've made me fearless,
because you're always with me.

Dear God. I walked a lonely ten mile highway barefoot
to get to you
so I could be in your arms again.

As I looked up to see a shooting star,
I wished that I could have one more moment with you
that I could keep cherished in my heart forever.

Dear God,
the only thing I ask
is to hold him when I'm not around
when I'm a whole light year away.

because i love you.Listen to me, even just for a few seconds.

Take a few deep breaths, (even if you feel like giving in)
and I'll heal your heart
through soft kisses
as I take you in to a different world.

You are the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me,
and if I could,
I would write you a song about our love just so you know that you are mine.

Baby boy,
don't hate yourself,
because I believe in you.

Kingdom Hearts. Kingdom Hearts,
you are destroying my heart,
but I don't feel it.

I may be just a nobody,
but I deserve a heart
just like you.

Kingdom Hearts,
I still think that I can feel love,
but you never gave me a chance.

When I fade away,
I yield to the darkness inside me.

Hell.I never believed in Hell,
Until you came along.

You launched a dark demon down my spine,
leaving me breathless
as your breath is on my skin.

I linger for your cold touch
as your bruises cover your skin
like trophies of failures.

My veins feel hot,
too hot as my heart beats under my aching chest
as your gaze makes me feel like collapsing.

You've always made me feel weak.

you make friendship beautifulYou're positively beautiful.
I love your freckles on your nose, they bring out the colors in your eyes.
Your hair frames your face perfectly.
Your laugh is contagious and you will always make me smile.

Those scars on your knees? They show me that you've fallen,
but you've always jumped right up again.

I know that you hide your pain,
but baby girl,
there's nothing to hide,
because I've always been right here.

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by ~FallApartToHalftime, Sep 1, 2011, 2:30:10 PM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Urban & Spoken Word

_{She said, ''Tell me a lie.''

He said, ''You look beautiful today, baby.''

(But the truth is
that she had mascara smeared all over her face
because she just realized her muse disappeared.
You were always the thing that killed her nerves.)

Whenever you smothered her neck in kisses
she always would have a light in her eyes.
You were always her little piece of heaven.

You were the only thing that made her smile.
(All she ever lived for was you.)}

i'll write you a love song.by ~FallApartToHalftime

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_{I love you because you always put your arms around my waist and kiss my neck. You always said all beauty's in the inside. <3}

~Pornetry Nov 23, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

The narrative is so honest. I love it!

~Ranga95 Sep 24, 2011

This is amazing. I'm pretty much wordless

~FallApartToHalftime Sep 24, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

_{thank you, love. <3}

~sumgie1 Sep 2, 2011

That's pretty.

~blazegovana Sep 1, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

_{Beauty is inside, beauty is what binds truth to honesty.
If a thousand words describe a picture, what could I end up with this? I could end up with a heart, something that's beautiful inside, something that you can wear on your sleeve, but is always beating until the last moment. Faster when that person is with you, and slower when you know they won't be coming back.
It slows until it has no more reason, and finally realizes, he's gone then feels a searing pain, a stab, a heart attack, and decides that maybe it's time to go with him.. <3}

~Poetic-Tuesday Sep 1, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

There are no words for how beautiful this poem is. <3

~FallApartToHalftime Sep 2, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

_{thank you, love. <3}

~Poetic-Tuesday Sep 3, 2011 Hobbyist Writer

You're very welcome. <3

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